I have spent a great deal of my life wondering what is that one thing I wanna do in life. What is the thing I am good at. What is the thing where time flies.
What is that thing.
That one thing only.
For the most of my life, I have been looking for the thing. You meet people and it feels like everyone has a thing. Oh yeah, you are a yogi, one is a writer, one dances ballet, one is a good cook, one is great with people. Whatever it is, when people find their thing and start concentrating on it. They become quite damn good at it. And you can see it.
So what is my skill? What can I become good at?
Let’s put this way. When you find your calling. Life gets easy. Really. JUST GO FUCKING HARD. Find your way. You can learn it. Give everything. If you have the drive in you, you just have to let go. The gravity will do all the hard lifting.
But what if, you think you have found it. And you are going hard, but suddenly your mind wonders. Oh, I could be a writer too. I like yoga as well. But horses? What about a career in the media? Or what about tourism?
What if there isn’t one thing only. How can I ever become good at something, if I have to concentrate so many things at same time?
What even is the measure of good? To learn every day? To enjoy what I am doing? To make money out of it?
I certainly have a goal and reason for all my doings.
The question is. Have I made that goal for myself or for the world?